Hurts

I really wanna call you, but I know that it's not right. I probably shouldn't tell you but I dreamed of you last night...............

If you tell me how much you care for me and how much you need me, I would know it's all a lie. I've been hurt by you so many times, I know it's better for me if I just give up and let you go. I will move on and maybe one day you will realize I mean as much to you, just as much as you have to me, but hopefully by then I won't need you anymore because I already know how that story ends, and to be honest with you I don't think that I would be able to handle the hurt again.

Everyone told me it wouldn't last...

that one day we would go our own separate ways.

I didn't listen.

They told me I would only get hurt and I shouldn't stay...

I still didn't listen.

But now,

as our relationship is ending,

I really wish that I listened to my friends,

Because if I did,

I wouldn't be hurting like I am right now......